Injections and needles just weren’t my thing and they still aren’t.
Needles make me pass out even after months of stabbing myself sometimes three times in one night to get the correct dosage.
Every night at or around 7 pm I would go upstairs play classical music, and dim the lights in the bedroom as if it were a spa and I was getting a massage. I iced the injection site every night for 5-10 minutes before beginning the very hesitant steps towards the injection. I loaded the pen, applied the alcohol swab and let it air dry before laying back on the bed. Pinching as much skin near the belly as I could and as hard as I could tolerate I would count down from 10 and then stab myself with the needle.
Slowly injecting the medicine into the bruised areas on either side of my belly button. Keeping the needle in a minute after the medicine was fully injected before pulling the damn thing out. I’d lay there in disbelief of what I was subjecting my body to. It just seemed wrong. I wasn’t curing a disease like cancer or aids I was forcing mother nature to give me the miracle of life. It seemed wrong at least to me.
I’m sure the pen cost a pretty penny maybe I could sell it on the infertility black market.
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